Sometimes that's the only silver lining
luthis
Try drinking a lot more. Life will get so utterly insufferable that you'll end up with the choice between death and sobriety.
I chose sobriety, the thought of touching alcohol gives me anxiety
Wow All the same for me! Except #3 I remind myself that it wasn't me, there's barely any of the same atoms in my body from then. It's an experience I hold but it's not me now at all
It comes across as very culty
Probably because he has
I completely missed this
Yep it just clicked for me, my instance had an update 2 days ago
This isn't like, fraud or something? Providing inaccurate information to the government?
Is that not what house insurance is for?
The matrix for obvious reasons.
American beauty. Gummo.
There's a great book called the road less travelled, that had a big impact too. Northern lights series.
But I can't remember specifics on what changed, just that they had a big impact on me.
I think it comes down to being able to appreciate the world in new ways.


Cleaning when I feel bad. Getting rid of physical things is a substitute for getting rid of mental things. Clean outside = clean(er) inside.