Phnelope

My partner took the pic <3. It's good that it's Monday and I can go out without judgement :3

Went on a party on Saturday, and I talked to people as kalliope, I can say it went well? Several people judge me hard and I didn't care but they have more influence. I met some new people and talk interesting convos like the jace kidnapping (Finn's know what I'm saying) and me and partners life but the next day no response from any of them. Well I realized that any conversation I make is too serious for anyone of my range and not "relatable" to the collage life they have. The worst part was the karaoke, when they sung in screeching voice it was all laugh and giggles but when me and my partner sung and did some dumb moves, all I saw were death stares and judgment. Lastly some of them wanted to sabotage my relationship with calling my deadname to everyone and making myths that my partner made me trans and that they should make out with me and cheat so I can become "a Right boy" again, . Honestly I'm disappointed that in the year 2026 there is internally transfobia even in the queer space but honestly I won't see them again but come on, accept me as kalliope and my partner :(

Unrelated picture of me and blahaj in the party :3

Moi! Please read my other posts for some context.

Soo basically I got ignored for trying a Meetup and that's fine, there is a party. The problem is I can't cause I work till night and that was my only chance to get to know them and binding with them. I feel so obsessed over the idea of a irl trans community that alienated my relationship and I really feel like I should leave the idea behind and give up. My days are filled to the brim with negativity and I can't have one day to rest myself without my overthinking issues. Mood: pressured

I give 10 euros that I'm the only Greek alt t-girl in my country. I wish they were more :3

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So because of some misunderstanding here is some info and any questions will be answered

Hai my name is kalliope, I will be 22 in December so Sagittarius, I live in Greece, I work as a barista so basically I am a coffee addict. I started hrt a few weeks ago (pills and Spiro) and I like to see the world in my eyes so when I pass away, I won't regret anything.

• fun fact kallia in Finnish means I want to drink beer :3

So basically yesterday I managed to meet with a few queer/trans people in my city and the next day comes and suddenly the group got quiet. No mention of making another one or anything! Me and me partner were the youngest there and maybe it's the stigma of the relationship or just my age. I know it's one meetup but people judge harshly and I blame myself for not being enough of a person to be interesting. I will try again but this time I won't be pushy :3 Mood: confused

Hello this is a positive Post, I live in Greece and before I went there with my partner I was unsure on starting hrt or even passing in general having dysphoria on my 5oclock shadow and my hair growth and thus made me very sad and unproductive. So going there we went to the trans library which is a place where queer people hang and read book and honestly this opened my eyes knowing that I am not alone but also there can have the insecure parts too and not care because they were happy of themselves. Despite going there only 2 times, I met 3 different people and was taught that hormone replacement therapy is my way of actually feeling myself, my dysforia parts won't stop from making me pass and most importantly tat we need such community back home, especially with tough times coming and trans safety being at risk. My plan now except that I started hrt is to make the community that made me feel safe and not alone in my city and to help people with my issues not to be alone. I don't know if I will make it but I am sure that I will try and I will start this week.

Remember you are not alone and it's good to make such community everywhere not just online but in one place where people can call it home.