Went on a party on Saturday, and I talked to people as kalliope, I can say it went well? Several people judge me hard and I didn't care but they have more influence. I met some new people and talk interesting convos like the jace kidnapping (Finn's know what I'm saying) and me and partners life but the next day no response from any of them. Well I realized that any conversation I make is too serious for anyone of my range and not "relatable" to the collage life they have. The worst part was the karaoke, when they sung in screeching voice it was all laugh and giggles but when me and my partner sung and did some dumb moves, all I saw were death stares and judgment. Lastly some of them wanted to sabotage my relationship with calling my deadname to everyone and making myths that my partner made me trans and that they should make out with me and cheat so I can become "a Right boy" again, . Honestly I'm disappointed that in the year 2026 there is internally transfobia even in the queer space but honestly I won't see them again but come on, accept me as kalliope and my partner :(
Unrelated picture of me and blahaj in the party :3
Oh wow, hope you'll find a good circle to hang out with where you can be yourself and not judged ๐ฃ
When I leave this bad country, I'm sure I'll find one...