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I found them on one vine of the Ivy plant that I bought from Ikea about a month ago. It was kept about 2m away from my other plants, so I'm hoping that the little guys haven't had the chance to hop over.

I've also liberally cut off the visibly affected branch and sprayed off the Ivy in the shower, followed by a generous misting with soapy water. The plant will stay quarantined in my kitchen for the next few weeks, hope it recovers :<

My other plants seem fine so far, at least I couldn't find any critters on their leaves when I checked tonight.

cross-posted from: https://programming.dev/post/22464890

Hey people! I was wondering if anyone here has heard of/ used Morena's /e/OS and would be willing to share some opinions?

I was looking to get a FairPhone 5 sometime soon anyways and randomly came across the option to get it "without Google"

Which took me a bit off guard because I never really considered that something like that could be an option (without the hassle of rooting a phone and slapping a custom OS on it). So - is it any good? It says that you can still install most regular Android Apps. I don't think I would miss any specific Google features, and getting a fresh start with a phone does sound nice.

she pooped in her sky hide 🥲

Heyo! Stupid question, but I've been double-guessing myself on this and would love some external input on things.

I've been in group therapy since October (so like, 5 or 6 sessions so far). It's an open mixed group, so people of any type of mental illness are free to come and go. The general aim of the group is Behavioral Therapy and it's led by two psychologists. Sessions consist of a short powerpoint presentation followed by worksheets to be filled out in groups of 3-4 people. Generally I think the topics of the sessions, like time management, emotional regulation, stress management etc. are chosen well and do cover a broad spectrum of knowledge.

But, my issue is that I just get completely emotionally flooded and on edge whenever I go there. Which is normal for me, I start crying every time I get put on the spot about my feelings anyways (I've cried every single time I have ever had to talk to a doctor about anything regarding my mental health). But I kinda assumed it might get better? Like I can choke down the crying for the session at least (if I don't get asked about anything bad), but I always cry on the way back home and it's starting to be pretty distressing. Like I consistently lose the latter half of the day to headaches and recovering, and the amount of times I wake up due to nightmares definitely has gone up significantly since starting therapy.

Another thing is that a new person joined the group, and she has a particularly dramatic inflexion in her voice that sounds exactly like my mother whenever she's fishing for sympathy and being the victim. It's really not this person's fault that they talk like that (she's probably a perfectly fine person!) but I do struggle to not flinch whenever she speaks. Recently we also got put into the same group and I completely zoned out and went unresponsive when she tried talking to me 😅 I didn't mean to offend her really, and I'm not sure why I would react like that, but it just kind of happened..

I'm really trying to work on this kind of emotional reactivity, but the part I'm missing is that within therapy, they've explained the model of [situation -> thought -> action], so being aware of situations that bring you into a specific thought pattern and then re-examining that thought pattern can help shape different actions. I'm neither sure which situations upset me like this nor am I sure what sort of thought would contribute to it, as I don't really have any thoughts when I choke up like that. It just seems like a random bodily reaction that floods me with bad feelings (and I can't even elaborate beyond "bad", even if I know all the emotions I can't really name specifics that I experience).

I know it's dumb, but like, maybe there's a type of therapy that could work better than behavioral therapy? Or do I just need to stick it out and continue going? My insurance has approved weekly sessions until April. There's also the issue that I did get an Adhd diagnosis recently and am currently calling around to find a doctor who is willing to prescribe meds (it's complicated here in Germany). So my struggles might just be an adhd thing?

How have your experiences with therapy been? Are you supposed to feel better after every session? Is it supposed to be bad at first but get better with time?

cross-posted from: https://programming.dev/post/21680128

~~I forgor that creating a community means that i should post in it, have a WIP~~

This is already going to be the third larger iteration on this character, I've been carrying it around for at least a decade now haha

~~I forgor that creating a community means that i should post in it, have a WIP~~

This is already going to be the third larger iteration on this character, I've been carrying it around for at least a decade now haha

Heyo, I was missing a community dedicated to character design and OCs, so I made one 😎

The banner and logo are still to be decided, and I'm still working on the rules and stuff!

War jetzt am Samstag beim Dr. Klinga, und wie erwartet steht die ADS-Diagnose.

Heute hab ich mich mal direkt auf die Suche nach einem Psychiater gemacht der Medikamente verschreiben kann. Im folgenden mal eine Liste der Stellen an denen ichs schon probiert habe und die ich schon auf dem Schirm hab, könnte ne ganz praktische Info für andere Leute im Raum Aachen sein;

❌ PIA am Alexianer
-> Wurde mir explizit vom Klinga empfohlen, telefonisch nicht erreichbar, persönlich war auch niemand anwesend als ich hingegangen bin, aber zumindest wurde auf meine E-Mail Anfrage geantwortet. Am PIA behandeln die kein ADHS sondern stellen nur Diagnosen.

❌ Gemeinschaftspraxis am Kapuzinerkarree
-> Telefonisch nicht erreichbar, also ging ich hin. Das letzte Mal das ich da war war vor fast 3 Jahren. Der Arzt bei dem ich früher war arbeitet da nicht mehr, also bin ich kein Patient mehr. Und für Neupatienten gibt es keine Termine, weil die Praxis bald umzieht.

❌ Praxis Dr. Saltik (Alsdorf)
-> Haben schnell auf meine Email geantwortet: Kompletter Aufnahmestopp für Neupatienten

❔❌ Dr. Vohn (Würselen)
-> Noch keine Antwort auf meine Email. Hab den Namen auf Reddit gefunden, und erst nach dem schreiben der Email weitergelesen - anscheinend verschreibt er nicht gern Medis sondern setzt auf Neurofeedback als Therapie. Wird also wahrscheinlich nichts.

❌ Praxis Wiebusch/ Ludwig-Meier (Laurensberg)
-> Keine Kapazitäten frei, wenn man im Januar nochmal anruft könnte man vielleicht einen Termin für Februar bekommen

❌ Praxis Theilig/Diederichs
-> Keine Kapazitäten frei, frag nächstes Jahr erneut

❌ Anpra
-> Sind Psychotherapeuten, nicht Psychiater

❔❌ Frau Dr. med. Beraat Mersuh-Böcker
-> Beste Warteschleifenmusik die ich je gehört habe, aber niemand geht dran.

❌ Dipl.-Psych. Christoph Orthner
-> "Nein, wir sind sowieso voll. Und dieses Ritalin darf auch nicht jeder verschreiben, da müssen Sie sich drüber informieren"

✅ Praxis Hanoldt/ Balzer (Stolberg)
-> Termin Anfang Februar bekommen!!

❌ Praxis Volker Welge/ Dr. Hui Yan (Stolberg)
-> keine Kapazitäten

❌ NPP-Wuerselen
-> Absage wegen fehlender Kapazitäten, aber recht hilfreich Antwort-Mail die erklärt wie man über die 116117 und über den Hausarzt Dringlichkeitstermine bekommen kann

❔ Praxis Hegemann (Herzogenrath)
-> warte auf email antwort

Ich update die Liste wenn ich mehr Praxen angeklingelt hab. Eine Addressliste hab ich bei Adxs.org auch schon angefordert, die ist aber noch auf dem Weg

Recipe: Offbrand White Monster and Valerian Extract

It's horrible.