Learning is what Walter did his whole life. He needed to learn, to have contingencies. When you have a death sentence hanging above your head, contingencies stop to matter.
Walter truly only learned. But Heisenberg no longer cared about it. Walter was a genius chemist. You become that by learning every possible second. Walter learned. Heisenberg? He just did.
It’s not ridiculous. Anxiety is a very powerful emotion and takes the wind out of you. And it’s not your fault.
Thank you for being open about it.
if you don’t mind me asking, can you tell me more about your phobia? Asking out of sheer curiosity, nothing more.
not original commenter, but they do, quite often, enjoy accepting money from the bill and melinda gates foundation.
go outside, touch grass, re-evaluate
different folks different strokes.
it literally dumbs you down. when you k-hole it’s a weird feeling of being “detained” on the floor. i guess he has a dom kink if he likes it that much.
Exactly what I was looking at - it’s either sg-1, atlantis, or possibly, Farscape
My sense for justice is like the spidey sense, when he got snapped.
Nothing dull about this, son.
Anyone who has ever worked on a farm has seen this look. This is how pigs look at things they wanna fuck, eat, or roll in the slop with.
That’s the issue. It’s someone else’s fault, always. It requires a substantial amount of grey matter to accept personal responsibility, e.g. “I fucked up”. It was me, who made a mistake. When we make a mistake we downgrade to our lowest, most childish behavior, to deceive, lie and cheat, just so we are not in trouble.
Some people never ever ever ask the question to themselves “Did my actions cause harm to another?”. Their self-importance is too great for that. The maximum I can ever hope for, with the current state of humanity is, they’ll think about it, but throw in a nice excuse. Usually “But I was stressed/busy/angry when I did it”. And that makes it okay.
So, sadly, it requires a lot of grey matter to not use it. Mainly because of humankind’s inability to accept personal responsibility, not because a clanker contains some unobtainable information.