SigmarStern

Well, of course we need to preserve these 2510 gold coins for future generations!

I'm dead

Do you want to elaborate?

I am happy for you, but you are also wrong. Yellow is awful.

I'm in my mid-fourties and my brain doesn't to have received that memo...

I feel you. I took a very low dose of MDMA at a festival and I was euphoric or hight or anything. But for the first time in ever I had no filter issues. All the noises that drive me crazy all the time, just didn't bother me. Same with touch. It just cured it. For one evening.

A couple of mentions for cocaine here, but for me it was MDMA. I never understood how you could get addicted to anything until I was at the club and I really really really wanted another line of that love powder and immediately decided to never do it again. Then I did it again.

It could get pretty bad pretty fast if you are not careful. Been in the situation a couple of times, thinking "meh. I will push through it". And then it got ugly. Please take care of yourself and take all the help you can get.

I'm a German that uses an US keyboard with the US intl layout. I think it solves all of my keyboard needs: I have the benefits of the US layout for programming and access to all common umlauts.r RAlt+S = ẞ e.g. https://de.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tastaturbelegung_US-International

And of those 30 people no one said "Are you sure? Because if you are not, don't do it." I mean, I believe you, but that's cruel. There's no magic instinct thing that will come over every parent immediately, once they hold their child for the first time. And those people should have known this! Still, they encouraged you to do one of the toughest and life altering things possible and promised you, that you would love it. You won't. Maybe you never will.

But you can still love your kid, even if you don't like being a parent. I know fathers who didn't want to be a parent, but they did their best regardless and now love their kids very much. They still loathe being a parent though.

First year is the toughest in my experience. It gets better. It will never get easy. Find other parents with similar experiences. You are absolutely not alone in this.

I was a goth in my youth and they were among the more controversial bands. They could be just edge lords or Nazis. The guys that listened to them turned out to be Nazis, so there's that.

Maybe a "Death in June" band shirt. Which makes things ... well... I dunno. Probably not better.