AnxiousMiisha

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[โ€“] AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zone 4 points 2 hours ago (1 children)

Thank you! Hope so too.

I'm about to die ๐Ÿ˜ญ

 

Wish me luck! I'm about 10bpm away from a heart attack ๐Ÿ˜ญ

Really tho, you should. Your prog levels will be way higher that way.
Even my endo recommended it when prescribing me prog for the first time. It really caught me off guard ๐Ÿ˜‚

Aww, same girl. Sometimes I feel super skinny, but then I sit down the wrong way and my stomach just bulges out, and not in the sexy way ๐Ÿ˜ญ

At least I have a semi-skinny waist tho. And kinda wide hips, when I get the angle right ๐Ÿ˜†

I'm sure you'll get there

That's fair ๐Ÿ˜‚

I guess both answers could be taken as a compliment...kinda

Just be honest ig

[โ€“] AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zone 17 points 15 hours ago (1 children)

I guess it can. Really wasn't expecting it lol

I think the only time I was ever vocal during sex was also on prog, but that could be a coincidence.

I miss prog, a lot ๐Ÿ˜”. I ate all of my remaining capsules, because the anxiolytic effect genuinely helps me so much.
I won't be prescribed more for at least 3 weeks.

At least I'm really lucky tho and prog is super cheap for me. With my insurance, 2 boxes of 200mg prog, 45 capsules each, cost me less than one dollar.

[โ€“] AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zone 51 points 16 hours ago (1 children)

CW: NSFWThe couple of times I was on prog, when my bf was having me missionary (I always like looking deep into his eyes), especially when he was about to finish, my brain was suddenly like
"Put a baby in me, PLEASE I NEED TO HAVE YOUR KIDS"
and I was just like
"Brain, wtf ๐Ÿ˜ญ. Where'd that come from?"

Might have been the prog, might not have. Was fun tho ๐Ÿคญ

[โ€“] AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zone 73 points 16 hours ago (1 children)

Damn, I hadn't even thought of it that way. That's actually wild!

 

Mandatory: YMMV, ofc

 

Posting trans memes is one way to cheer up, for sure...

[โ€“] AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zone 2 points 20 hours ago (1 children)

You should always take it right before the injection, shouldn't you? That should be the trough, the lowest point.

Aha, even better ๐Ÿ˜‚

Hello neighbor!

 

This isn't really a meme, but I feel like it needs to be said.

 
 

It honestly makes such a difference.
First thing I noticed on cypro

 

This is so true tho

 

I guess I'm a walking ad now. Oh well...

I used to struggle with injections, like a lot.
Every week, I had a panic attack, tried to stab myself multiple times, blunted my needle in the process and then gave up and let my bf do it for me. And this was only once a week...

After a blood test, my doctor told me to up my dose. In my country, we use a drug called Neofollin. It's estradiol valerate in sunflower seed oil at a 5mg/ml concentration. It comes in a small, glass, single-use ampule of 1ml, so 5mg of EV in a dose.

NeofollinNeofollin packaging Neofollin ampule

So, I started at 1 ampule a week. That didn't work (later I found out my E level after 7 days was about 30pg/ml. Jesus).
I was instructed to switch to 2 ampules weekly. Knowing a bit about how EV works, I decided to alternate 3 and 4 days between a shot.

Now at this point, there was a lot of stabbing. I was struggling quite a bit. My fear of needles was now omnipresent in my day-to-day life, fearing my next shot. I knew I couldn't go on like this.

So, I bought a new toy! A tool really. The Union Medico 90 auto-injector, made for intramuscular injections. I'll admit, it was expensive. 120$ for the product plus shipping is a LOT of money. However, I couldn't be happier...

Yes, I had to buy special BD 3ml syringes. Yes, I had to wait for the injector to arrive (took about a week). Yes, I struggled to push the button the first couple of times. I admit it.
But now? The longest part of my whole injection ritual is the drawing part. I don't fear the button press anymore. It's completely painless and every time, I'm surprised how quickly I get it over with.

4 days after a shot of EV, my E levels were at 110pg/ml, which was alright I guess, but I wanted just a bit more. So i switched to every 3 days.
I'm not lying when I say this: without this device, this schedule would have been impossible for me. A 1 1/2 inch needle into my thigh every 3 days? Nu-uh!
But now...I almost look forward to it...
The snap of the ampule, drawing up the oil (pink drawing needle to draw from a pink ampule, lol), switching the needle, readying the device, looking away briefly and just...pressing a button. I actually kinda enjoy it now.

Anyway, this post is already way too long. I just wanted to say, I get all of the benefits of injections (high and kinda stable levels) with almost the same comfort as taking pills. I'm glad I did it this way. If there's anyone out there debating whether to get a device like this for themselves: do it. It will pay off.

 

Omggg, girlies get yourselves a Vinted account. It's so worth it! It's like an online thrift store, sorta...

The prices are really manageable, since the clothing isn't brand new, the sizes seem pretty consistent (at least for me) and you can always return anything that you don't like/doesn't fit you.

Omg, I love this outfit so much! It's so casual I could actually wear it in public. Even though it shows my horribly broad shoulders, I don't even care anymore ๐Ÿ˜ญ.

Highly recommend Vinted.
Adding a picture from the back for backwards compatibility purposes.

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