AppleStrudel

Woo, what a milestone. This calls for a short celebration.🍾 It's nice to see the server doing well and healthy.

Hah! Don't put words where the commitment isn't there willingly. I understand.

Though such moderation would likely mean me migrating to a smaller community with proper human moderation, which isn't a bad thing. That's how Lemmy works after all.

Someone out there probably had a whole lot of fun with this and only needed to "make it an ad" to justify someone else putting the money into printing and publishing.

Cons:

1. Someone at work said something and I felt bad. So I'm not gonna take anymore for the rest of the day~
2. I woke up too late... Meh, it's too much work to figure out when to take them.
3. I hyperfocused on something and skipped my alarm, now I'm an hour late to my dose. Oh well, maybe I should just skip this one.
4. I accidentally took a double, oops. Let me minus one off from later in the day.
5. Did I just take it? I did remember taking it, I think, maybe? But I forgot to mark it off... Or was it a memory from yesterday? Oh well, guess I wouldn't really know now, so I'm just not going to take another.
6. I just don't feel like it today.

I literally RSDed myself out of deleting my Reddit account. All while intellectually understanding (from the very beginning) that it's emotion disregulation at work, and that no mod was really out to get me, nor cared, but that's just cause Reddit is such a big place they couldn't be sympathetic to and follow up on every post violation without burning themselves out.

I think the feeling of "all my friends hate me" can be a pretty vanilla ADHD experience too tbf. Although for the longest time before diagnosis, I thought that about my colleagues.

ADHD: The world is too noisy today and I can't focus on that important thing I need to do instead of some stupid hyperfixation for 14 hours.

AuDHD: The world is too noisy today and I need to get out of here and recuperate.

Well, think of it this way. If they look really pretty, with nice healthy lush fur. Would they really make good "dead animal" paid actors?

What. The. Ever. Loving. How is the audit log not just a simple access log!? How can the AI even choose not to log it? Why not just call it the "AI feels like writing it down" log then?

I get those surreal, almost purple views at sunset sometimes. Haven't gotten many sunrises that look quite as good.

Oh, reading a manual is a very involved process for me. First, I'll put the task in my bullet journal, then I'll postpone it to the next week, then to the month, then to the next month. And then, if I feel lucky, I'll bring it back into my daily log, and postpone it a few more days before getting annoyed with writing it down so many times that it could fill a full page, and finally reading it.

All those safety warnings are useless nonsense, until:

This vacuum is not water resistant and no part of it shall come into contact with water. Do not operate this vacuum on wet floors.

Wash the infuser with water or coffee machine cleaning powder only. Do not wash with soap. Every 6 months, relubricate the seals with food and water safe silicone grease certified with NSF/ANSI/CAN 61 and NSF/ANSI 51.

Well, good to know.

Yup.

What even is your problem that you'll get worked up enough to spend energy spreading misery over some tiny annoyance from some internet stranger? Do you get pleasure out of that? If so, for shame.

When I get annoyed by some internet stranger's conduct online, I don't engage. I disengage. Life's too short to get worked up over the little things I find, and we'll all feel better when we don't engage in that negativity.

Yes, I've blocked people without ever saying a single word. Sometimes while lurking, I'll find some conduct (not beliefs, conduct) that I disagree with. I don't then go on and admonish them, I make them "disappear" from my life, then go on thinking about what I should eat for dinner.