ha, reminds me of my moms 5th wedding. i told her before ceremony.. 'at some point, youre the problem'.
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If one isn't willing to admit they have an issue to deal with, that's where the nonsense really takes its stranglehold.
This isn't exactly the best platform to hang if one takes issue with hiveminds.
I understand that. However, the biggest issue I have with hiveminds is that there is blind trust. I don't have that, and I'm too intellectual for hiveminds, of which is why I sometimes get downvoted to hell and back.
It does sound like you're feeling overwhelmed. I'm glad you escaped from the religious community that felt so stifling.
Esoteric special interests are not an easy burden to bear. Keep looking and posting and I'm sure you'll find like-minded folk who resonate on your wavelength.
From the title I thought this was going to have some kind of reference to Pluribus :) it's a fun show even if it turned out unrelated to your biblical/numerological special interests. I hope you find the place and people you need to live your self-actualized life according to your beliefs.
To be fair about that, my producer and I have a Chaldean number of 7 (when using our legal matrix nyms to calculate), which indicate our desire to delve deep into spiritual and metaphysical realms. We both got into numerology about a few years ago, but dove deep when we realized its significance for us.
For your comment on Pluribus, I've never heard of that series to begin with, so I'll have to check that out. My producer and I have already been looking for ways to self-direct, with familial help of course, and we seem fine in that discipline for now.