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Everyone has childhood memories and I just have a huge void. (sh.itjust.works)

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My life started when Fire Emblem Three Houses came out. After then I actually remember stuff without using video games to describe time periods. Everything before Smash Ultimate is fuzzy, and everything before Mario Kart 8 Deluxe is traumatic and splotchy. I wish I could just erase all memories before Three Houses. I'd be so much better without it. Even better, erase all memories before I bought Animal Crossing New Horizons since 2019 was one of the worst years of my life although I grew exponentially.

I wish the past was gone.

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[–] [email protected] 5 points 6 days ago

Have you considered talking to a therapist?

[–] [email protected] 1 points 6 days ago* (last edited 6 days ago)

Go read the book "the power of now by Eckhart Tolle" and try to be open-minded when reading it.

I know it's spirituality stuff which many frown upon (myself included at first) but the way I look at life now has changed so much (for the better obviously)

Reading it you will realize that the past is already gone. It's just a part of you that you don't want to let go because you are afraid of losing something that defines you. But in actuality it is not what or who you are.

I really hope you can give yourself the push of reading it. Even if everything it says doesn't align with you, what are you losing by at least trying?