Editing to delete all of this. I am getting real threats again, and I am not willing to have a complete mental collapse over fucking Lemmy for a 2nd time. Fuck this place. And especially fuck all of the transpose assholes bent on making my life hell. I am deleting my accounts permanently, but will leave the content up. Don't worry, you won't need to kill or doxx me, I intend to take care of the former myself.
I have logged out and read all of the replies. I do not believe them to believe them to be truthful or in good faith based on timing alone. cm0002 made an account on an instance that was less than a day old. They even made a post about it. How in the world is that possible without automation? And to your other replies, yes, I am deliberately rocking the boat because I believe that people need to be aware that this kind of thing is possible. Also, one of the predominant complaints on Lemmy is multiple posts to many communities. I don't think that there is a bigger offender. Many people see things multiple times and can't stop it because of the account spam.
I've calmed down a lot (re; your comment about me not being around - I needed to actually step back and get some perspective). While this was posted as a rant, I do stand by the initial points (though framing it as ban evasion was admittedly me just fuming). I should have punched a wall, or something instead - I don't know. I'm not entirely intelligent nor emotionally stable by any means. I think something about hitting the block button one too many times made me snap.
I really should just leave all kinds of social interactions because my brain can break like this, I guess. You've been fantastic to me and gave me a real shot at making good posts. My insane bipolar brain is telling me to run right now.
It's not automation, it's just autism. You can see when new instances come online and he likes helping out small ones so he keeps an eye out.
I get rocking the boat. That's fine. I'm not saying don't. I'm just perturbed by accusations made with zero evidence as if it's just truth. I don't recommend punching a wall (or running, shit happens), and ranting is what the community is there for, but question things more so than accuse.
And while he is a friend, I've questioned before why he's using so many alts and told him to chill the hell out. I also think he should on that front because I like him on lemmy otherwise. So I'm not just sitting on the sidelines completely defending him. Just... yea.
You've talked me down on several occasions, and this should be added to them, I think. @cm002@lemmy.zip I'd like you to know that this wasn't personal - I just got extremely frustrated, and will delete my untoward comments if you deem that I should.
Honestly, I had no idea that they were only open for a day, I just peruse Lemmyverse.net and pick instances that seem interesting or have funny/cool sounding names 😂
I get it, but from the end user standpoint (and the admins of that insance), it is really hard to not stand back and ask "wtf?: