PLEASE CHECK THIS OUT. Our own Aeronmelon is going through some shit at the moment and could use some help. Check it out here and consider an upvote or a comment to push it into activity. Sorry, not something I do often or will be spamming. But I care about my friend and if I can get a couple more eyes on his situation then I'm going to try to do what I can. (Last one I promise. Just twice. Not going to spam but dude is a big part of the Lemmy community, especially with Trek, and he deserves the help)
Then you're not suicidal? Just zero will to live
Let's not gatekeep suicidal thoughts. You don't need to have a loaded gun ready to be classified as suicidal. Any thoughts of not wanting to live or wishes to never have been born/exist is a serious issue and something you deserve not to live with.
Like most things, it's a spectrum. You can be suicidal and just slowly do it with drugs or alcohol.
Kinda. For me it is that life is a fruitless endeavour. I suffer more than I enjoy it, despite me trying to give it my all.
it's called passive suicidality or suicidal ideation; so yeah, it is exactly that!
I want ice cream, but i don't wanna get fat.
If i choose not to eat it so that i dont get fat, do i still want ice cream? Fucking yes I want to... eat ice cream.