lazyneet

DIY is of course less common in the US where clinical care is somewhat readily available, but I'm glad it's OTC in SEA as I may end up working in the region. As for cis people, my father is or was on T for ED, so there are legitimate uses and I generally trust the medical decisions people make for themselves.

I wish I had a doctor who could look at a number like 300 and say "this is fine." I've been at more or less baseline E doses for over a year and they mainly increased the spiro, which then got my potassium too high, so I lowered that without consulting anyone because I can't just email my provider, and for the past 3 months I've had no clear picture of where my levels are at. I wish this stuff were in the cereal aisle so I could take care of things based on my own knowledge.

If your dick is smol it isn't an issue 😜

Major caveat: I don't really top. That said, in my limited experience the difference is cultural. Some who identify as men will let their ass hair grow, shower infrequently, and have generally poor hygiene. Girls generally won't let themselves slip that much. I only dated one man who was like a girl without any estrogen or whatever, and I didn't top him but I assume it would have felt like a girl. Also I can't be sure if things I experience aren't reflections of my inventory of the whole person rather than just their body.

Awww, no, mine are too small for a picture and go at different angles 😿

Ugh your fakes look better than my real ones. And those hips! You've got the genes

I know of plenty of developers who will not comply with this, including myself and half of F-Droid. Custom ROMs are generally only built for pricey hardware since the driver situation is a dumpster fire, so I see a future of either elaborate workarounds (perhaps an ADB wi-fi installer/storefront app) or a boycott of Android and porting a lot of things to the web.

Squirted lemon water enhancer on my ex. Tasty enough for throatfucking 😺

Balls first, then working my way up

It's cool that you have a queer sibling. It sounds like you parents aren't a problem but some parts of the medical establishment may be. Here's an old Reddit post with discussion on the subject. There might be more up-to-date info now but I think this is a good start:

https://old.reddit.com/r/MtF/comments/d6p6xm/a_map_of_every_informed_consent_no_therapist/

If you don't do it through a provider who does the informed consent route, they refer you to therapy initially AFAIK. FWIW I think it's worth trying the clinical route first (Planned Parenthood or otherwise) so that you have experience doing it "right" if your fears actually do come to pass. The federal political climate is a serious concern.

As for your parents, it's good to probe a little bit to know what their opinions are on various queer issues. They will probably try to support you in general, but based on what they know or how they perceive everything around them, they might try to "help" in harmful ways if they're like that. Are they baby boomers? Do they know what trans people are, and the difference (and overlap) between trans and gay? Do they believe in trans rights, or human rights more generally? Are they religious, conscientious, nationalist, liberal, or what? These are the kinds of things you should know about them before broaching the subject, and you can come out in stages if that seems better to you.

When I was 30. I didn't see gender as quite so relevant at a younger age, but then masculinity became a really unappealing quality for me as I observed some toxic varieties in the people around me, and felt as if I was being infected by it.