erinmeow

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Yesterday was very productive in c/adhd@lemmy.world
[–] erinmeow@piefed.blahaj.zone 1 points 17 hours ago

i realized that i never had really productive days in my life

this isn't the way rule in c/onehundredninetysix@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] erinmeow@piefed.blahaj.zone 29 points 4 days ago (1 children)

girls/boys/enbys never go into truscums, /tttt/, any 4tran 4chan communities

measuring every mm of skull of body, dont say that you pass, and 80% real(not cherrypicked) aged cis women are clockly also, because we all humans, we all have human features, we dont have 100% men feature or 100% women feature, womens have also hormonal problems (for eg my mom have DHT 958 pg/ml without her hrt pills, and yeah is visible, also she had 1 ovarie removed, this makes her less women?)

also the pass term is not how much milimeter you pass but how society see and is still depends on mentality, etnics, etc, somewhere nobody suspect "transness", but somewhere they overclock you (for eg in countries with insane beauty standarts)

some cis women which i seen in my life much more "clockly" than me lool, especially not baby hyperdolls

any trans person is real trans person

aaaaaaaaa idk what add more here

every women/men have different features

Russians complain that fuel is being diluted at gas stations in Rostov Oblast. in c/ukraine@sopuli.xyz
[–] erinmeow@piefed.blahaj.zone 1 points 5 days ago

дак конечно, нами замечено подобное ранее

у нас во всем так скамят лоооол

xoxo in c/femcelmemes@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] erinmeow@piefed.blahaj.zone 12 points 5 days ago

melroeowolaoaowoemmrpepep mroepp saoowoqoaoowo apapaomwmqm

opinions on anti-psychiatry? in c/mentalhealth@lemmy.world
also full of shit 😌 in c/femcelmemes@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] erinmeow@piefed.blahaj.zone 1 points 6 days ago

get root user access, open vim, do /etc reconfiguring,remove unnecreassy shit, create new plural users

how to ssh into my brain .... to a root user not restriced shit

im still here! just more out now.. in c/mtf@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] erinmeow@piefed.blahaj.zone 2 points 6 days ago

omg russia 2.0, flashbacks of medical staff does like that, which wanted me put in fcking country psychiatry database

imagine aka progressive paid psychodoctor which

spoiler
a 36 yo man asking a 15yo girl about "how u imagine yourself while masturbating"

hopefully is one of the soft one

How's your week been? in c/trans@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] erinmeow@piefed.blahaj.zone 2 points 6 days ago

aaaaa i plan just orchi

hopefully my voice is comfy and fem already, also veryyyy lucky to have no body hair at alll!!!!!!

my face is pretty cute too!!!

aaaaaaaaaaaa wanna more accessory stuff

also never compare yourself to others, like whyyyy i didnt start earlier, whyyyy loook thaaat etc etc, also passing term is overused misused as hell

How's your week been? in c/trans@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] erinmeow@piefed.blahaj.zone 3 points 6 days ago (2 children)

very fun, hope it helps a lot, what you also plan for medical transition or other stuff?

How's your week been? in c/trans@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] erinmeow@piefed.blahaj.zone 2 points 6 days ago (4 children)

how much on hrt? sooooo coool awawappwapwpoepoporpoapowpoapowapop

How's your week been? in c/trans@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] erinmeow@piefed.blahaj.zone 2 points 6 days ago

also plushies on bed is verryyy veyryy fun!!!!!!!!

How's your week been? in c/trans@lemmy.blahaj.zone
[–] erinmeow@piefed.blahaj.zone 2 points 6 days ago (1 children)

if think i basically using laptop on beeeeeeeed most time last 4 years, but kinda uncomfy a bit need more better setup

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tapering SSRIs(sertraline) (piefed.blahaj.zone)
 

i dont have any depression
idk but kinda sertraline very useless

my mind that good only because hrt and getting off psychopills better and better (was valproate + lurasidone before) + more comfy social environment

aaaaaaaaaaaaa it did basically nothing like placebo whole time i taken it from autumn 2025

should i just get off from this? want but quite scary, dropping 25mg every two weeks(psycho moving doses by 50mg is heeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllll!!!!!! but 25mg moving is pretty comfy for me usually) (150mg now)
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i hate psychopills so muuuuch but some are awesome hehehehehe but def not SSRIs for me

also someone know how to deal with muscle hypertension?(especially face but shoulder/spine is also veryyy awful) i took tizanidine somedays(2mg/twice, now 2mg/3times) it HELPED SOOOO MUCH but from yesterday stopped((((((((((((((( need wait a bit more uhhhhhhhhhhhh, pls no directing to doctors i already tried psycho he awful and unkind, also psycho think that i am normal (but my sensory shit verryy disstress tooo much when soooo much tension), neurologist there no good ones, they want money, and ~~obessed with boobs~~, estradiol helped a lot with hypertension but stillll aaaaaaaaaaaaaa, it was much more awful before

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transitioning from nixos to guix, need tips for lisp learning and other fun stuff (piefed.blahaj.zone)
 

also i want transition from neovim to emacs since i hate trying to make emacs like stuff but being scared of habits/routine/lisp

need both tips

i also asahi linux user huuuuuuuuuuh

idk give as much info as possible

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opinions on anti-psychiatry? (piefed.blahaj.zone)
 

my opinion will be later, but yes i am very anti-psychiatry

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vent? (piefed.blahaj.zone)
 

all stimulants in my country are banned completly, there VERYYY massive risk getting arrwsted even for bupropion
any non-stimulant which actually work also banned either very very very very controlled

only fcking atomoxetine for insane amount of money

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i am back!!! (piefed.cdn.blahaj.zone)
 

also i started prog and omgggggggg is wonderful(weird but i no longer ace)
plus started taking muscle relaxant and it fixed my face muscle hypertension problems!!!!!(again self medicine because my doc is awful, prescribed underresearched east bloc shit which did a loooot worse)

my dysphoria melted!!!!! brainworm removal therapy exist!
weeeird but prog fixed my bottom dysphoria(but is veryyy weird now)

also i did found a surgeoun for orchi inside country!!!!! plus she a woman

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