i have this toxic idea in my head that T will finally "fix" me, rid me of the constant sadness i feel so much shame about. that, instead of crying and freezing up, i will be able to take action more (admirable at least?).
but i already knew the thing with aggression was a myth of the patriarchy. seeing this cemented again gives me hope at least i will abandon such thoughts.
i have this toxic idea in my head that T will finally "fix" me, rid me of the constant sadness i feel so much shame about. that, instead of crying and freezing up, i will be able to take action more (admirable at least?).
but i already knew the thing with aggression was a myth of the patriarchy. seeing this cemented again gives me hope at least i will abandon such thoughts.
#this-isn't-even-the-only...-less-than-healthy-reason-my-brain-came-up-with-for-considering-T