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Hm, do you mind if I copy that design, though?

I've currently got only four of my fingers with nail polish, because it's still the enby flag, as I've basically chosen that for now I will enbymode and girlmode depending on context, and I kind of like that it's a meaningful flag, but you need to know quite a bit about the queer vexillogy in order to be able read a meaning into those four colours. And now I digress, dum-dee-dum. Well, anyways, that flag has four colours, and my thumbs are therefore deemed to be... uncoloured.

That uncolouredness has symbolized me being a work in progress, and how I am feeling completely unprepared for this turmoil I'm suddenly going through (and enjoying!). But now it really feels like there should be something on the thumbs too!

So yeah, I figured I'd kind of like the idea of that one finger with the two dots and I could just replicate that in my thumb. Does that feel bad to you or okay?

a week of unwilling boymoding and generally feeling pretty awful bout myself

Exactly how i would describe my week also. It sucks.

Its me having to get over the anxiety lol thats the only reason.

Literally same, that and a few people i have to see that I'm not out to yet.

Wishing you strength and confidence <3.

Its literally my first time ever trying to write something lol, its tough but that idea of scraping is interesting. Not sure how well it would work but maybe if i use different polishes mayyybee? Thanks for the comment!