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Naïve guys realizes he's naïve 60 years in. Fucking typical.

Eat, Sleep, royally fuck things up, repeat.

tl;dr: undiagnosed ADHD

"Rough start but did ok overall"

“Too late now, just ride it out”.

" Well, shit, that didn't go as planned"

The horrors persist, but so do I.

Well, guess roots aren't a thing after all → lives the latter half of her life halfway across the world in a single place.

Be interested in things others aren't. Spend most of my time alone doing my own thing. Win the genetic lottery. Don’t put effort into much, yet keep succeeding thanks to dumb luck and the halo effect. Still feel like an outsider, but mostly pass as normal. Realize that if I don’t want what others have, I shouldn’t be doing what they do. Start living life by design. Move toward what’s uncomfortable.

???

Profit.

The world is so confusing and bizarre. I can’t seem to do anything right, i am probably just to dumb to understand.

-> Turns into ->

I understand perfectly well society is inherently deranged as it’s not build to be sustainable in context if our planet. There never was a “right” way to do things, only those that other people convinced themselves off.

I am uber smart, sort of a god and this is deep. But please don't hurt me i am still to afraid of traffic to leave my house.

Actual tldr: autism 🌈

I seem to have glitched out the universe's karma system.