After getting permanently banned from Reddit, it’s been a few days. And during these days, I couldn’t do anything, I’m in severe depression and despair.
A permanent ban might just be annoying to a normal person. But for a hikikomori, it’s death sentence.
I already have no one.
I hide in my house, in my room. I’m completely isolated. My family only abuses me, there could be no warmth or positive interactions from them. R/hikikomori was my only hope. It’s THE ONE place I could socialize and have friends and can be my-true-self and vent.
Now even THAT is taken from me. How is this legal? My appeals were all dismissed. This is beyond cruel for an individual in EXTREME isolation.
I don’t know how to live anymore. Truly. I have absolutely no one now. No friends, no one to talk to, not even a place to express how I truly feel.
I can’t live in a dark room alone until I die. Again. I don’t know how to continue existing anymore.
Pleeeeeaaaaaase ! I’ll pass out from happiness if you do !